I believe everybody knew I was gonna tell him that I liked him. Or at least felt like.
Perhaps I was so nervous that I just thought everyone knew. And I acted like I knew they knew.
Was I that obvious? I felt like if their looks were an "oh, dear... here she goes".
But I needed to tell him so that I could stop thinking about him! I hate being attracted by someone I just KNOW wouldn't be interested in me. And the perfect way is telling him I like him so that he can tell me once for all he doesn't and drop it. And so did I.
The guy ended up being a jerk and kind of weirdo xD
And what the hell... I'm better all by myself, after all... Men suck.